No Limits: CSU football player with Asperger’s did the ‘impossible’

As appearing in The Coloradoan

Justin Hansen is 16 years old and doesn’t want to say a word. He won’t make eye contact.

We’re at Hughes Stadium. It’s the middle of July. The Colorado sun has been shining down on us for hours and I want to be done covering this CSU football camp and go home. But I can’t. Because I promised Justin Hansen’s dad I’d meet his son. And he doesn’t want to look me in the eye.

CSU defensive lineman Justin Hansen walks off the field at Hughes Stadium. Photo credit: Austin Humphreys, the Coloradoan.
CSU defensive lineman Justin Hansen walks off the field at Hughes Stadium. (Photo: Austin Humphreys, the Coloradoan)

He was a big kid then. Nearly 6-foot-5 heading into his junior year at Longmont High School. Other than size, little stood out compared to the other defensive linemen trying to earn a scholarship to Colorado State University that day. So I’m tolerating this sunburn as a courtesy to a polite parent who hopes my connection to Steve Fairchild’s coaching staff will help pay for his son’s college education.

Justin doesn’t remember this story. He apologized when I brought it up last week during our first conversation in seven years. But he had no recollection.

“Tunnel vision,” his mother, Kara, calls it.

Human interaction has always been difficult for him. If his dad hadn’t dragged him out of the house and to the football field in grade school, Justin would be in his parents’ basement playing video games. Strategy games. Grand strategy allowing him to study logistics and take time to consider his actions and their consequences. This kind of pro-con analysis spills into reality and makes him hesitant to conduct our interview.

The hesitancy comes with Asperger’s, a syndrome on the autism spectrum that impedes empathy, communication and motor skills. But as we talked about his maturation over the past five years at CSU, he looks directly at me and shakes my hand, tells me he’s excited about the snow in the forecast and didn’t need a cue to laugh at my jokes.

This is the kid with Asperger’s?

“It’s known around the locker room that you don’t cross Big J,” CSU tight end Kivon Cartwright said.

Why not?

“Let’s just say you don’t do that. The passion he plays with on the field? He’ll also take that in the back alley.”

Justin was surprised to hear this. Boys will be boys and have their “tussles,” but he never thought he won any of those skirmishes. He’s used to having to defend himself. Being the biggest kid on his block growing up didn’t make him immune from being bullied at the bus stop. Kids prey on their peers’ slightest deviations from the norm, and Justin’s fashion choice of a T-shirt, gym shorts and high tops (every day), his rarely groomed hair and his introverted mannerisms made him a target.

He never had many friends. Most kids went out of their way to not invite him to birthday parties. And if he wasn’t hanging out with Colt Van Eaton, whom he met the day he moved to Colorado from Washington in seventh grade and with whom he remains best friends, he was playing football. Because dad forced him to.

It’s a timeless tale. That of an overbearing parent wanting their kid to succeed at athletics. And in his youth, that’s how Justin felt. He hated football. Hated the coaches who didn’t want to deal with a player diagnosed with Asperger’s. Who told him he’d never be smart enough to play organized sports. Being out there was a chore to please his father, Thomas, who’d later coach him at Longmont.

CSU defensive lineman Justin Hansen (68) is joined by, from left, his younger brother Logan, mother Kara, father Thomas and coach Mike Bobo at Hughes Stadium on Senior Night. (Photo: Don Reichert/CSU Athletics)
CSU defensive lineman Justin Hansen (68) is joined by, from left, his younger brother Logan, mother Kara, father Thomas and coach Mike Bobo at Hughes Stadium on Senior Night. (Photo: Don Reichert/CSU Athletics)

But after a couple of years of playing, he realized he enjoyed it. And he was good at it. And those pent up emotions from being picked on in the morning waiting for the bus? He could unleash them on the unsuspecting sucker sitting across the line and be applauded for it.

Dad wasn’t trying to live vicariously through Justin; he knew what he was doing.

“From the initial parts, my dad believed in me a lot more than I did,” Justin said. “There have been a lot of people who didn’t believe in me. That problem is not unique to me. There are a lot of people with my condition who are told they can’t do something. But with the help of my supporting family, I’ve been able to reach great heights, almost the highest a football player can go. I’m still surprised to this day how far I’ve come.”

CSU was one of two schools to offer him a Division I scholarship, and given its proximity to home, a half-hour up U.S. Highway 287, it was an easy decision over San Diego State. For Justin, and more importantly, for mom. Because before Justin celebrated senior day at Hughes Stadium last weekend, before he became a starting CSU defensive lineman, before he built the courage to finally move out of the dorms as a senior, Kara had her concerns.

Never doubts. Concerns. Moms worry. She wouldn’t be there to remind him to do his homework or laundry or manage his checking account. And what if students make fun of him like they did when was young? And his teammates? Will they alienate him?

Five years after sending her son off to college, those fears feel silly.

So there were money-management issues early on, and Justin joked about his grade-point average as a freshman; those problems are universal to college students, and they corrected themselves. Inclusion was never an issue within the locker room. If anything, his teammates and three head coaches — Fairchild, Jim McElwain and Mike Bobo — are the reason he never quit football and returned to his parents’ basement.

Until junior year, he’d only leave his dorm for class, practice or dinner. But teammates convinced him to come out with them on the weekends (Grateful as Thomas and Kara are to watch their son grow, they have no interest in learning what happened during those excursions.), and McElwain regularly invited him to his office for no reason other than to discuss life.

Asperger’s didn’t make Justin broken. He didn’t need fixing. He was just different. But coming to CSU and meeting the perfect blend of people changed him. And he wouldn’t trade it for anything.

“CSU gave him a purpose and built up his confidence with what he’s been able to accomplish,” Kara said. “He’s always heard what’s ‘impossible’ for him to do, and it’s such a proud thing for us as parents to see him push through that and give a collective ‘FU’ to all those people who told us he was weird, or teased and bullied him.

“Oh yeah? Well now look where he is.”

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